I had been sitting here for an hour now, writing and erasing, again and again. there are just so many things that cant be jotted down. I could have only said it in your ears, something which is now a rare possibility.

I wish you could know how much you mean to me. it's heart breaking to leave knowing that you hate me the most. I wasn't so bad. but I guess life is not about fair deals. Whatever I am facing is perhaps what has been destined for me. So let's go and fight it out. you, my love, take care. what if I didnt get your hand in this life, second life is not far away. I will get you this time.

and by the way, you are the most stupid girl I have ever met. I drew your sketches in my free time. I drew them because you are beautiful. your beauty is intoxicating. who would otherwise spend hours of effort trying to sketch a girl with all his sincerity? have you ever thought that you are the only girl I have ever tried to sketch? And I have done it at least a hundred times. you are such a stupid, dumb sweetheart. I really wish I could kiss you and express my love for you.

I sound stupid saying all this, don't I. Just wanted to say all this. stupid or not. you know what. there are things that you would have loved to know. like those secrets that are exciting to hear and kind of naughty. whatever.

love you my sweetheart. oh did I tell you that this is my last post!!!

miss you my love. I wish you get all the happiness.

I love you dear. the day has been awful since morning. your thoughts are so engulfing today...cant just stop thinking about you.
I remember the time when I first saw you. you standing near the bench, just behind your mom while I talked to your dad in the Admissions hall. I never knew that moment would be one of the most treasured one in my life.
But it is one now. there had been some special moments that keeps me going. when I lose all hope and strength, it is like every part of my existence squeezes out every available drop of my strength and my faith, and doesn't let me give up. I will win my love for you. and for us.

I can't see you struggle alone. I can't see the sufferings that you have went through and are still going through. I will work hard to give you the best in life. I will make the rest of your life a paradise of love and happiness.

take care dear.
miss you so much.

Love is really amazing. I see so many girls around. But I keep thinking about you all the time. I get lost in your thoughts right between my lectures. I listen to everyone, talk to everyone, but you are right there in my thoughts. It is as if a part of my brain needs you to work, it needs your presence.

I wish you could know how much I love you. I wish I could show that to you. I wish you could see the pain with which I have spent the last couple of years, the moisture that fills my eyes when I miss you. I haven't hear your voice in months. and you have absolutely no idea that it is the only thing that I want to hear right now.

The thought that hurts me the most is the amount of anger and hatred that you have for me.
I wish I could be with you again. I miss you a lot.

miss you my love.

when I see the couples around me, walking hand in hand, and I see the look of happiness in the girl's face, I deeply wish to see the same look in your eyes when you are with me.

you are the reason why I want to live. without you, I am incomplete.

miss you my love. I wish we could travel together in each other's company.
You are the most beautiful lady I have ever seen. you make me yearn to improve myself - for you.
I love you, I love you a lot.

Take Care

you know what...
my parents taught me everything I needed...and you made me complete. you made the kid 'a man'. Thanks.
When I get you back, and get that I will, I would be only yours. Entirely.